[She sits. She looks so very frazzled. Her hair is coming loose of it's clips and honestly she just wants to go back to pretending this never happened.]

I just spent two weeks freaking out not knowing what to do with this. And I mean--I keep hearing about people getting hurt or dying. And I think about it like... what if before I had this, what if my mom was hurt, or my sister, or you? And nobody helped, and one of you guys died?

What if you never pushed me out of the way of that car? Or if Marina had let me get stabbed?

Everybody has somebody who cares about them. Not using this... even if I'm scared or it gets me caught, it's not right to be selfish about it.