If you want me to be ready it's never going to happen. I don't have the highest tolerance for pain. Here. [She's still holding out her hand for the knife because the last thing she wants is accidentally stabbed.]
Not happening. I don't care if Marina ends up with weird side effects, but you already got hit by a car for me, and you showed up in the middle of a snow storm when I was freaking out.
Let me do this. If I do it wrong, I'd rather be the one getting hurt.
[She takes a deep breath when he turns away and makes a kind of squeaky noise. Pain of any sort kind of makes her head rush cold and the blood makes her vision go fuzzy for just a second.]
[She feels really really dumb doing this but she's dripping blood onto the tile now and she really can't keep this up. So she takes another shaky breath and mumbles what feels like the dumbest spell in the history of ever because it makes no sense--]
H-healing winds!
[And the bathroom is taken up by a gust and she is not okay with feeling like every part of her belongs with this magic, or like every inch of her is being welcomed home into powers she's supposed to have. Or like she's being comforted. By wind. This is not okay in any way shape or form.]
[Magical spells are really straight forward. Anthony's a little bit really startled by the wind but he keeps his hand on her shoulder and stands close to her.]
[He places his hand over hers and squeezes it and pulls her close with the hand on her shoulder.]
Don't. You don't need to do anything if it scares you. Use it to help yourself if anything happens. Use it carefully, so people don't realize you're in the network. And call me if you need help.
For now, you can control it. The spell keeps you from using it accidentally now that you know you have it. Don't describe it on the network in case that lady from the police gets nosy about things.
Right now you need to get up and walk with me to the couch and I'm going to give you chocolate.
no subject
[He sighs. And doesn't hand over the knife.]
How does your healing thing work? [He wraps his own hand around the blade instead.]
no subject
It's like a spell. It's really dumb. I think--if I say it and want it to work, it just... fixes stuff. There's wind and that's it...
no subject
Tell me when you're ready.
no subject
no subject
[SIGH. He frowns.]
I'll do it. I'll cut my hand. If you don't like blood or pain I don't see how you'll be able to heal anything effectively.
no subject
Let me do this. If I do it wrong, I'd rather be the one getting hurt.
no subject
Look. I trust you. You came to me for moral support but I think you need a little more than that, but I'm trusting you to fix me up.
So trust me. I'll be fine.
no subject
I trusted you to let me do this. And let me figure out what the hell I even am.
no subject
... You sure you can do this?
no subject
no subject
[He holds out the knife to her, handle first.]
Do it quickly. If you take your time you'll scare yourself.
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
All right to turn around yet?
no subject
no subject
And reaches blindly to put a hand on her shoulder.] Breathe.
It's okay. You're okay. Breathe. What's the magic word?
no subject
no subject
no subject
H-healing winds!
[And the bathroom is taken up by a gust and she is not okay with feeling like every part of her belongs with this magic, or like every inch of her is being welcomed home into powers she's supposed to have. Or like she's being comforted. By wind. This is not okay in any way shape or form.]
no subject
Good. You're doing it. How's the hand?
no subject
Turn around.
[There's still a little blood on the knife, and on the floor, but none on her hand.]
no subject
[He leans in to take the knife from her and pat her shoulder (gj girl gj) and take a look at her hand.]
Holy shit.
no subject
[She's shaking a little.] Oh my god, what am I supposed to do about this?
no subject
Don't. You don't need to do anything if it scares you. Use it to help yourself if anything happens. Use it carefully, so people don't realize you're in the network. And call me if you need help.
For now, you can control it. The spell keeps you from using it accidentally now that you know you have it. Don't describe it on the network in case that lady from the police gets nosy about things.
Right now you need to get up and walk with me to the couch and I'm going to give you chocolate.
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)